My mood has descended to some really low depths. I don't like this feeling at all. I know it is mainly driven by Dad's surgery facing us Friday and having to get packed and leave tomorrow night. I think I just about have everything for work ready to leave behind. I worked on logs a lot last night.

I was really down last night when Mark went to a party and didn't come home until long after I had gone to bed. He had told me he might go to a party and I told him to call me yesterday sometime and let me know his plans. He never did that. I guess he figured I knew. I did, but it still irritated me, mainly that I wasn't invited at all. No, I'm sure I was invited, Mark just didn't pass that on to me.

Today he offers a ticket for me for a show tomorrow night at a $200 a plate benefit dinner and show. I might take him up on it if I were going to be in town. I wonder if it were going to be offered if I WERE going to be in town? Either way, it depresses me that more and more days go by without us doing something together at all. I will cling to those two "dates" in October. They may be the last for months to come.

I'm listening to my Virginia station that is streaming now. The music is great, but this girl on middays is very small town sounding. I probably sound that way on their station, too. I haven't heard me there yet. The music is good and I'm glad they are finally streaming where I can hear them.

Yesterday on the air the day moved so slowly. I thought with all the Halloween festivities it would fly by, but it didn't. It crawled. I had a remote up north at noon and it took forever to get up there. I was almost out of gas and had to stop and then I really thought I was going to be late. I wasn't and it went fine. I met some nice listeners and Dr. S came and had lunch with me and we had a good visit.

The funniest costume in our office was a guy dressed up like Richard Hatch from Survivor. He had on a nude body suit, stuffed, and had a pixilated square covering his rear and his front and his front had HAIR sticking up above the pixilation. Ick and haha! It was hilarious. He took the prize for the contest. Lots of cute kids there to trick or treat.

By the time I got home from work there were still kids on the street, but it was late and I turned off the porch light and didn't have anyone ring. I still have lots of candy, obviously. It will probably last us into the summer. I'll take it to the hospital Friday.

And I guess I am a participant in NaNoWriMo again. I have a story in my head but haven't put a word on paper yet. I will start it eventually. I don't know how much drive I'll have this year. I'm one of those people that doesn't want to get better, I just want to do the thing and since I have done the thing once, I may not get enthusiastic about it.

I guess I shouldn't delay anymore. I need to get to work.