Friday, Jul. 20, 2018 8:25 am
It is Friday. I'm glad about that, but I'm going to go to Dallas for Sunday night's birthday dinner so that puts some pressure on me to get some things done before I go.
I got up so early because I went to bed at a decent time last night. I sat on the porch and meditated in the cool morning air (really! even if it is going to be 106 today) and listened to birds and ate my cereal. I was truly going to come in here and lyric check at some point, but when I finally looked at that page it wouldn't load so I took that as a sign.
I went to see a lawyer yesterday morning and I just need to pull the trigger and hire and pay the guy. He seems competent and kind and told me a lot of good info just as we talked for free. And he has two blue dog paintings on his office walls. I liked that.
One of the blue dogs looked a lot like my painted blue dog --- even as far as yellow background with a slant across it. Interesting since I wasn't copying anything when I painted that, just making it up as I went.
Now I'm getting all yawn-y and I could just go crawl back into bed.
I wonder if I'll ever have energy and spirit and excitement again? I hope this is just divorce depression and energy conservation (and heat, now that I think about it) making me just want to lay down and sleep every day.