Estoy Nueces

I had a productive day. That felt good. I got up "early" (okay, 10 a.m.) and did a bunch of work work here at home. Then I went to work and sat in on the sales meeting (which I hope makes me look good to the salespeople), had a okay show on the air and then I came home and got a lot more work-work done. I've been at the computer all night, but I've done stuff that takes time and concentration.... two things I can never get at the office, it seems.

I also sent out my first survey through a service we use on the web and I've been watching the responses come back. That's been interesting. So far, about 50 have responded out of 200. I think that's pretty good. I don't know anything about statistics anymore and this is just kind of to see how it works, but I'm seeing some interesting trends.

I've sort of started a diet today. I know, I know, if you're going to do something you should do it dramatically, boldly, with gusto. Well, I am not THAT committed to it, but I have been careful today, written down everything I've eaten, and I walked for the first time in a couple of months. If I could do like today for about six YEARS I might be back to wedding weight. In the meantime, if I could just get back to where I was last summer before the drugs made me put on 10 and then more pounds, I'd be happy. Today I started at 10 pounds below my highest grossout weight. I'd like to lose 15. My motivation has been those horrible fat pictures on our website. Ick. Who is that woman? I don't feel so fat when I look at myself. I have always had the opposite of anorexia.... I look at myself and see healthy and non-fat. It's only when I see the scale or pictures I think that something is out of whack.