Tuesday, Jan. 28, 2014 9:53 pm
I worked from home today and I worked from home Friday, both because of our rare snow/ice days. I'm glad I can work from home and I'm glad I DID work from home. But I also hope I can go in tomorrow. I definitely work better when I am there.
I have got to write a note to my future self and say, again, "Do NOT, under any circumstance, go to the next book club meeting." I have skipped some, but then time goes by and they plan another and it will be at someone's house that I love and I want to see or one of my better friends tells me she will be there (and then flakes on me) and I think that that will be a good opportunity to see her... whatever the reason, it NEVER turns out as good as I hope or even good at all. I have conquered (well, my drugs have conquered) some of the anxiety that I had when facing these things before. I didn't have the anxiety last night that I often do. But I still didn't have fun. I won't go into all the reasons, but I'm glad it is over and I will NEVER GO AGAIN. I have set up my email where I can write emails to be sent later. Maybe I should send one to arrive every week saying, "Dear Future Me: DO NOT GO TO BOOK CLUB."